True to Form

gas leak dream.

in the garage i pull a bike out and it knocks the gas main conection.

i tried blocking it but every time i get near i cant speak. feel i am suffocating.

panic. family is inside. call the emergency. who is calling the emergency, am i?

feel i am suffocating. i stick a pencil in. a pen. the wrong end of a garden fork.

it still comes out and i have to run out of the garageunable to speak or scream.

i run to th eneighbors but semi collapse on the lawn trying to explain but nothing comes out.


once ive got my breath back i go back in.

rageing egos,
paranoia and
knives in the back
will not stop the rising tides,
they are in themselves a form of poison
hanging in the atmosphere.
10 February


now that was a long and eventful week
and it ain over

wakey wakey
rise and shine
its on again off again on again
watch me fall like dominoes
in pretty patterns
09 February

Doukutsu Monogatari

Freeware japanese game - five years in the making, and a work of art:

Read about it and get the english patcher here
(also at wikipedia entry for Doukutsu Monogatari):

08 February

who could i be talking about?

he is entering his David icke phase..
08 February, man, like, crazy.......


Winter 07


kingdom come

"The economy is rolling along an endless plateau, and consumers are bored with the view. Something strange is needed to get them to sit up."

"The consumerist society is a kind of soft police state. We think we have a choice, but everything is compulsory. We have to keep buying or we fail as citizens."

"The danger is that consumerism will need something close to fascism in order to keep growing."

"We're like bored children. We've been on holiday for too long, and we've been given too many presents."

from Kingdom Come by J G Ballard
06 February

A happy find


05 February

in the conversation pit no4

tied up in a bag
fighting like crabs
feet in cement
brains made of treacle
i move in slow drag
this way and that
05 February

in the conversation pit no3

avoid all eye contact
do not react
this is a round up
this a low flying panic attack
red crosses on wooden doors
if she floats she burns
loose talk around tables
abandon all reason
stay in the shadows
cheer at the gallows
this is alow flying panic attack
six the song of sixpence that goes

burn the witch
04 February